I am slowly resurfacing from the loss of my Mom!  She had no illness, no pain, and no suffering.  I had spent the whole day prior with her all day shopping and then out to dinner with a friend and family.  I was with her until 10:30pm the night before she slipped away in her sleep!  It was a total shock and everyone is still in a state of disbelief!  She was so healthy.  Only 75.  Her birthday was going to be May 19...
I am grateful that she was blessed with such an easy passing..  When I think of all the things that she could have possibly gone through, I can see beyond my own grief to how fortunate she was!
I had had the past 5 months off and spent so much time with her daily that I wouldn't have had otherwise.  WOW!  It was from God!  I will be eternally grateful for that.
I will miss her forever!
Thanks for all of your wonderfully supportive and loving comments!  Again, I appreciate each of you so much for being a part of my life.
Oh...and get this...I found the forum she had posted on inside of Prevention.com, and we found she had commented and been a part of that group for 10 years!  Can you believe that?  I am in the process of reading back as she talked about family, friends, her own self and what she was up to.  I am so happy to have this record of her as well.  Isn't that so cool???
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Now...on the other front...the day Mom expired I got the call about my new job!!!  I got it!!  I will be successfully having a midlife career change!  I was officially a new employee as of today!  I start my job on Monday at the library!  My dream job!  I found out they will pay for a Masters degree in Library Science as well, if I want to try for it!!!  Not sure it will really pay off (except for the knowledge gaining)since I am already 55 years old.  I will not be able to complete it before I would be ready to retire!  Hahaha.  Would love to try though!
Now...I have to tell you the part about how I think Mom helped me to get the job somehow.  Her prayers must have helped.  She would light a candle for me every night and pray I would get it.  I found out that there were TWO HUNDRED applicants!!!  They narrowed it down to 44 interviews.  I got one of two positions!!!  So I will always believe that it was my Moms continual prayers that got me the  job!!!  Thanks Mom!!!
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I have to go clothes shopping tomorrow.  I need pants which I dearly hate shopping for...I am an awful fit, I suppose.  But it must be done.  Sadly.
Will be letting you know how the job goes next week.
Well...no picture tonight...sorry for that.  I have taken a few pictures of swans (in a hotel lobby), and baby ducklings (in grocery store parking lot)the past couple of days...so will post next time.
God bless you all.
Julie